maw-maw-rin

just another post. :)

wanted or unwanted. i am still in love with you. who’s care? i do care.

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zero.zero.zero

everything starts from zero. am i right?

when zero comes. it means there will be an inception. and then continued with 1..2..3.

i’ve been in the middle of something. but it returned again to zero. not a big problem for me, for sure.

and this night. i have changed my zero to 1. eheheheh. feeling great!!

hoping my 1 will continued.

if it is not.

then let me be the one who started it up again and again. :D

dedicated to myself and anyone who has a feeling like mine.

ps : don’t be so quick to walk away. :D

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ballad of me.. :)

want to say a big-big thank you for the wonderful night to everyone whom involved tonight. it was great. :D

for the places that we visited tonight. its rock!!. ahahaha.

and for the sad feeling which came out unexpectedly. just want to say “Alhamdulillah”.

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hmmm..nice conclusion for me by me.. :)

-love is when you want to be someone who trusted by someone you want him/her to trusting-

heuheuheu. I just thought about this when i listened a song in the middle of the night. and then i put my pencil to write down. voalaaaaa!!!!. the conclusion of my feeling (…).

when i have a feeling with someone, i want to be his trustworthy person (lebay keknya.ehehehe)

i dont know if this quote have been published ever.so if there is a similarity with other quotes.i am really sorry. :)

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ayo kita tidur!!! :)

Enough sleep, good food and regular exercise and all essential to stay emotionally healthy
-Sarah Brennan, YoungMinds-

remaja butuh waktu paling tidak 9 jam untuk tidur. menurut US Study, remaja antara umur 12-18 tahun yang tidur lewat dari jam 12 malam, 24%nya mungkin sekali mengalami depresi dari pada remaja yang tidur sebelum jam 10 malam. dan remaja yang tidur kurang dari 5 jam semalam memiliki tingkat depresi 71% lebih tinggi dibanding yang tidur 8 jam menurut journal sleeps. (sumber : BBC news - setelah di translate. ahahaha. mudah2an bener). link beritanya.

kasian yaaa. depresi karena kurang tidur.

jadi, ayo kita tidur sebelum jam 12. tapi itu untuk yang umur 12-18 tahun aja yaa. ahahaha. secara saya 22 tahun. yipeee. tapi sy tetep harus tidur 8 jam nih kayaknya. biar 71%nya ga ngaruh. ahaha. ngaco!

everyone has their own blackbox..

second post! ehehehe„ menarik.

sebenernya banyak yang ada dalam pikiran saya. jadi sy ga tau tulisan ini bakal jadi seperti apa hasilnya. oke kita mulai dari blackboxnya aja ya dulu. kata itu bisa diartikan sebagai kotak hitam (ini mah terjemahannya deng! :D). nah blackbox ini sebenernya judul lagu dari Stan Walker, juara Australian Idol 2009 (ahaha, ga penting! tapi lumayan penting ko nantinya, ahaha). blackbox ato kotak hitam ini lazim kita temui di dalam pesawat, yup kotak kecil ini berguna untuk merekam segala kegiatan pilot di kokpit dan pergerakan pesawat. sehingga kalau nantinya terjadi apa-apa sama pesawat itu a.k.a kecelakaan, penyebabnya bisa ditelusuri dari kotak hitam kecil ini. trus????….

manusia punya sesuatu yang bisa digunakan untuk merekam segala hal yang terjadi dalam hidup mereka. namanya memori. memori itu ya ada yang baik ada yang buruk. tapi dua-duanya punya tempat sendiri-sendiri (ini mah urusan hati kayaknya, ahaha). kalau mau lebih ilmiah lagii, memori itu ada yang long-term ada juga yang short-term. ahahaha. pelajaran biologi perilaku ini mah. tapi menarik. tapi ga akan di bahas. ahahaha.

dari gambarnya berarti kita tau kalo memori kita di simpen di otak. ya iyalah masa di dengkul. ahahaha.

kenapa saya bilang setiap orang punya kotak hitamnya sendiri?.nah pas sy dengar lagunya Stan Walker ini. sy merasa ada asosiasi antara blackbox dengan tempat memori. dia bilang gini :

There’s a little black box, yeah,
somewhere in the ocean,
holding all the truth about us.
It’s a little black box,
a record of emotion,
everything that ever was. -stan walker - blackbox-

dan sy pikir ada benernya juga. memori yang ga mau kita expose secara berlebihan bisa kita simpan rapat-rapat di dalam “blackbox” kita. yang ga mau semua orang tau. yang ga mau sampai terdengar oleh orang lain (sama aja, ahaha). simpen aja buat kita sendiri. taro di bagiam paling dalam dari otak (emang bisa ya?? eheheh). nantinya memori ini bisa kita panggil sesuka hati kalo kita butuh (ga beda sama memori lain, cuma memori ini tempatnya lebih tersendiri. ahahaha)

jadi jaga baik-baik blackbox kita. karena bisa jadi hal terpenting dalam hidup kita ada di dalam blackbox kita. bukan yang selama ini selalu kita ungkapkan. kalo ga mau dijaga ya ga apa-apa jugaaa. blackbox blackbox kita kok. terserah. ahahaha.

dan tolong jangan menganggap memori yang masuk blackbox itu memori yang jelek aja!. sy sendiri punya memori nano-nano a.k.a campur aduk di dalam blackbox sy.

Memory… is the diary that we all carry about with us. -oscar wilde-

NB: sy ga membahas lagunya stan walker secara keseluruhan. sy cuma suka bagian reff-nya aja. soalnya sy baru sadar, kalo sy juga punya blackbox sendiri. ga apa-apa kan baru nyadar sekarang??? ehehehe.

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new year, new hopes, new movements, new desires!!!

wow, this is my first post in tumblr. it is make sense cause i just created my tumblr a few hours ago„ ehehehe. yeah, its new year. so what?! nothing special, but this is a annualy event. so, i guess i have something to renewed.

there’s so many things to renewed, but one thing for sure i want to renew is my lifestyle. a friend of mine posted something in my -something at my social network-, she said that LAPER MATA were two words which can describe my lifestyle. ahahaha.. i have to admit it!.

but what kind of lifestyle that i want to renew its not my ability to be a LAPER MATA person (actually, i have to control it and i put a big effort to do this), but my healthy lifestyle. in line with my age and maturity (wew!) i just realised that i am a person who have not a good health. i am not just talking about my weight, but my entire body. many hours of time in my life just wasted away. whereas i can do better such as exercise my body well so i can get my body healthier than before.

All diseases run into one, old age. -ralph waldo emerson-

to face my old age, i need to start it from now!! so, in years ahead i need to make myself more healthy. i have read a friend’s blog. she said that if we need to concern about people who love you! so if we cant love our health for ourselves, at least we can stay healthy for them (another reason for me to be healthier„ ehehe)

so what is in my head now? ..YOGA..

i like yoga. with its calm, peaceful and pleasant i really like yoga. what is yoga? i will not explain the detail of yoga, cause i am not capable to do that. so why yoga? i have practised yoga for a several time before. and i do believe that yoga help me to control my emotion inside. according to my instructor, yoga also help us to balance our life in all aspect. so i would like to practise myself again with yoga.

i am planning to go to some place named “yoga leaf” to be a member.

A man who dares to waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life. -charles darwin-

wish me luck! hope it would be renewed. :)

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